Lord, bless my enemies.

Here is a challenging prayer:

¨Lord Bless my Enemies¨
A prayer of St. Nikolai of Orchid

Bless my enemies, O Lord. Even I bless them and do not curse them.
Enemies have driven me into thy embrace more than friends have.
Friends have bound me to earth, enemies have loosed me from earth and have demolished all my aspirations in the world.
Enemies have made me a stranger in worldly realms and have an extraneous inhabitant of the world.
Just as a hunted animal finds safer shelter than an unhunted animal does, so have I, persecuted by enemies, found the safest sanctuary, have ensconced myself beneath thy tabernacle, where neither friends nor enemies slay my soul.

Bless my enemies, O Lord. Even I bless them and do not curse them.
They, rather than I, have confessed my sins before the world.
They have punished me, whenever I have hesitated to punish myself.
They have tormented me, whenever I have tried to flee torments.
They have scolded me, whenever I have flattered myself. They have spat upon me, whenever I have filled myself with arrogance.

Bless my enemies, O Lord. Even I bless them and do not curse them.
Whenever I have made myself wise, they have called me foolish.
Whenever I have made myself might, they have mocked me as though I were a dwarf.
Wheenever I have wanted to lead people, they have shoved me into the background.
Whenever I have rused to enrich myself, they have prevented me with an iron hand.
Whenever I have thought that I would sleep peacefully, they have wakened me from sleep.
Whenever I have tried to build a home for a long and traquil life, they have demolished it and driven me out.
Truly, my enemies have cut me loose from the world and have stretched out my hands to the hem of thy garment.

Bless my enemies, O Lord. Even I bless them and do not curse them.
Bless them and multiply them; multiply them and make them even more bitterly against me:
so that my fleeing to Thee may have no return;
so that all my hope in men may be scattered like cobwebs;
so that absolute serenity may begin to reign in my soul;
so that my heart may become the grave of my two evil twins: arrogance and anger;
so that I might amass all my treasure in heaven;
ah, so that I may for once be freed from self deception, which has entangled me in the dreadful web of ilusory life.
Enemies have taught me to know what hardly anyone knows, that a person has no enemies in the world except himself or herself. One hates his or her enemies only when they fail to realize that they are not enemies, but cruel friends.
It is truly difficult for me to say who has done me more good and who has done me more evil in the world: friends or enemies. Therefore bless, O Lord, both my friends and enemies.
A slave curses enemeis, for he does not understand. But a son or daughter blesses them, for he or she understands. For a son or daughter knows that the enemies cannot touch his or her life. Therefore he or she freely steps among them and prays to God for them.

Bless my enemies, O Lord. Even I bless them and do not curse them.
AMEN.